I have good reason to believe J is buying/ordering my ring today. It feels ... surreal. Actually, our whole relationship feels surreal. I think that's been the hardest part of doing long distance - convincing myself that it's real; I really am in a relationship, I really do need to plan a wedding, this really is happening. It's strange, because of the distance.
I ought to be overwhelmingly excited. Instead, I just feel... overwhelmed? Or underwhelmed. And, if I'm being completely honest, a little unprepared. 5 months of long distance - is he really ready to ask me to marry him? Am I really ready to say yes?
Time will tell, and we do have time together, coming up. I wish it were sooner, but there isn't a lot to be done about that.
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